16.2.07

Sximata apousias

"H kathe mera kati mas afinei gia ti nuxta. Einai duskolos kapote o upnos an kati wraio den exeis n' antiparatheseis sto skotadi pou enedreuei."
De zitisa tipota allo ektos apo ena dialleima gia na svisw ola ta sxedia. Mono ligo xrono. Ma akoma ki autos na mou dinotan den jerw an tha eftane. Den einai farmako o xronos, oti ki an lene. Kai jereis, de thelw na milaw etsi, kunika kai mizera. Pisteuw stin eutuxia, ki alitheia upirja eutuxismeni ki akoma ki an pote de to paradextika pistepsa pws zousa to oneiro. Omws ta oneira -opws kai oi efialtes- uparxoun gia na kratane ligo kai na ta thimomaste gia panta. To ti zoume kathe fora einai apla thema optikis gwnias. Ki i apwleia tous mia aiwnia apousia.
Mallon gia auto o xronos de voithaei. Giati kathws kulaei i apousia diogkwnetai. Ki an to skefteis tha katalaveis pos i ajia autis tis apousias einai to dakry pou tha xuthei kapoia fora gia keino pou tha leipei. Kai pws auto pou mas kanei kapote na poname einai o fovos pos i apousia de tha svisei pote.
Edw teleiwnw. De nomizw pws exw gnorisei tipota allo toso kala oso tin apousia. Gnwrizw kathe tis skia, kathe tis ixo. Gnwrizw pos o logos tis uparjis tis den einai kanenas allos para i katanoisi tis idias tis tis zwis.
Ti einai loipon i apousia? Zei kai pethainei i tin svinoume emeis? Den jerw, pantws pros to paron lew na dwsoume to paron se kanena party giati poly mizeriasame!ti tha ntithoume???